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I'm against abortion...!!!

2010-08-07T23:55:00.005+08:00

I LOVE YOU MOMMY, BUT YOU DON'T LOVE ME :(

Hi, Mommy. I'm your baby. You don't know me yet, I'm only a few weeks old. You're going to find out about me soon, though, I promise. Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I've got beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don't have it yet, but I will when I'm born. I'm going to be your only child, and you'll call me your one and only. I'm going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each other. We'll help each other, and love each other. I want to be a doctor when I grow up.

You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn't wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already.

Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about me! ...He wasn't happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don't think that you noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don't think I understand yet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay. Then he did something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, and your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay... but I was very sad for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That's a sound I don't like. It doesn't make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after, and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I'm not sure if I do. It wasn't right. You say he loves you... why would he hurt you? I don't like it, Mommy.

Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and you're so proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes, and you were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most beautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I'm happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just wait and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart.

I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love you, Mommy.

Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting funny and he wasn't talking right. He said he didn't want you. I don't know why, but that's what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry, Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won't let you get hurt! I promise to protect you. Daddy is bad. I don't care if you think that he is a good person, I think he's bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn't want us. He doesn't like me. Why doesn't he like me, Mommy?

You didn't talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?

It's been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven't talked to me or touched me or anything since that. Don't you still love me, Mommy? I still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don't you do that when you're awake, any more?

I'm 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren't you proud of me? We're going somewhere today, and it's somewhere new. I'm excited. It looks like a hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell you that? I hope you're as excited as I am. I can't wait.

...Mommy, I'm getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don't know what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think something's going to happen soon. I'm really, really, really scared, Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love you!

Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It feels bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!

Don't worry Mommy, I'm safe. I'm in heaven with the angels now. They told me what you did, and they said it's called an abortion.

Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don't you love me any more? Why did you get rid of me? I'm really, really, really sorry if I did something wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why don't you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care about me, and not talk to me. Didn't I love you enough? Please say you'll keep me, Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don't want to be here, I want you to love me again! I'm really really really sorry if I did something wrong. I love you!

I love you, Mommy.

Every abortion is just…

One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.

If you’re against abortion, reblog.

hais....so fast i have to go already...

2010-02-25T00:14:00.003+08:00

Haix...times flies so fast...and nw(25 feb 2010) at 11.15 a.m i will be going to pulau tekong to serve my ns as an army man...i will be missing my family,frens and everything...i hope i can face this challenge in life...for guys u cant run away from it...so no matter what happen i will still have to face it...coz i want to protect this beloved country of mine...=) tat's all for nw folks...take gd care of ur self...and hope to see u again...bye2 =) and yah before i forget,pls forgive me in what ever wrong things i've done towards u....thx =) stay happy.

pls read....

2010-02-23T09:04:00.001+08:00

Dear all, pls take some time to read this beautiful story and message

While a man was polishing his new car, his 4 yr old son picked up
stone and scratched lines on the side of the car. In anger, the man
took the child's hand and hit it many times; not realizing he was
using a wrench..At the hospital, the child lost all his fingers due
to multiple fractures.

When the child saw his father.....with painful eyes he asked, 'Dad when will my fingers grow back?' The man was so hurt and speechless; he went back to his car and kicked it a lot of times.

Devastated by his own actions......sitting in front of that car he
looked at the scratches; the child had written 'LOVE YOU DAD'.

The next day that man committed suicide. . .

Anger and Love have no limits; choose the latter to have a beautiful,
lovely life..... Things are to be used and people are to be loved,
But the problem in today's world is that, People are used and things are loved.

During this year, let's be careful to keep this thought in mind: Things
are to be used, but People are to be loved ...Be yourself.... Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits they become character; Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.

Which baby are u?mine is in red colour....

2010-02-23T08:53:00.001+08:00

January Babies
Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn.

February Babies
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest And loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

March Babies
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.

April Babies
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confidant. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and travelling. Systematic. Hot but has brains.

May Babies
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High-spirited.

June Babies
You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have an a very attractive partner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you've got the looks for it!

July Babies
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

August Babies
Outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. No self-control. Kind hearted. Self-confident. Loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. Easy to get along with and talk to. Has an 'everything's peachy' attitude Likes talking and singing. Loves music. Daydreamer. Easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. Loves to be loved. Hates studying. in need of 'that someone'. Longs for freedom. Rebellious when withheld or restricted. Lives by 'no pain no gain' caring. Always a suspect. Playful. Mysterious. 'charming' or 'beautiful' to everyone. stubborn. curious. Independent. Strong willed. A fighter.

September Babies
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.

October Babies
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.

November Babies
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.

December Babies
This straight-up means you are the most good-looking person possible... Better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. One guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt! . Prone to getting colds. Loves music. Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive.

today

2009-03-08T11:18:00.002+08:00

Below was some random fact abt being a libra,and i was born in 09/10/91.....i hope tat u readers happy reading my post k...and i wish u all the best and always stay happy...=) bye.

Libra Zodiac Sign

2009-03-08T10:45:00.002+08:00

The Scales September 24 to October 23
Traditional Libra Traits,Libra ruling planet is VENUS.The color of choice for Libra is Blue.
Diplomaitic and urbane Romantic and charming Easygoing and sociable Idealistic and peaceable.
On the dark side....Indecisive and changeable Gullible and easily infuenced Flirtatious and self-indulgent.The symbol associated with your sign is the scales of balance representing the balance that you continually seek in your self and your life. The scales were also adopted by our judicial system to symbolize a balance of fairness in the law which is emphasized by 'blind justice' holding them. LIbra starstone is the precious Sapphire. The Sapphire is one of the most beautiful and sought after gems in the quartz family. It is considered good luck in many ways and one of the major healing stones.

Libra is the only inanimate sign of the zodiac, all the others representing either humans or animals. Many modern astrologers regard it as the most desirable of zodiacal types because it represents the zenith of the year, the high point of the seasons, when the harvest of all the hard work of the spring is reaped. There is a mellowness and sense of relaxation in the air as mankind enjoys the last of the summer sun and the fruits of his toil. Librans too are among the most civilized of the twelve zodiacal characters and are often good looking. They have elegance, charm
and good taste, are naturally kind, very gentle, and lovers of beauty, harmony (both in music
and social living) and the pleasures that these bring.

They have good critical faculty and are able to stand back and look impartially at matters which call for an impartial judgment to be made on them. But they do not tolerate argument from anyone who challenges their opinions, for once they have reached a conclusion, its truth seems to them self-evident; and among their faults is an impatience of criticism and a greed for approval. But their characters are on the whole balanced, diplomatic and even tempered.

Librans are sensitive to the needs of others and have the gift, sometimes to an almost psychic extent, of understanding the emotional needs of their companions and meeting them with their own innate optimism - they are the kind of people of whom it is said, "They always make you feel better for having been with them." They are very social human beings. They loathe cruelty, viciousness and vulgarity and detest conflict between people, so they do their best to cooperate and compromise with everyone around them, and their ideal for their own circle and for society as a whole is unity.

Libra cast of mind is artistic rather than intellectual, though they are usually too moderate and well balanced to be avant garde in any artistic endeavor. They have good perception and observation and their critical ability, with which they are able to view their own efforts as well as those of others, gives their work integrity.

In their personal relationships they show understanding of the other person's point of view, trying to resolve any differences by compromise, and are often willing to allow claims against themselves to be settled to their own disadvantage rather than spoil a relationship. They like the opposite sex to the extent of promiscuity sometimes, and may indulge in romanticism bordering on sentimentality.

Their marriages, however, stand a good chance of success because they are frequently the union of "true minds". The Libran's continuing kindness toward his or her partner mollifies any hurt the latter may feel if the two have had a tiff. Nor can the Libran's spouse often complain that he or she is not understood, for the Libran is usually the most empathetic of all the zodiacal types and the most ready to tolerate the beloved's failings.

The negative Libran character may show frivolity, flirtatiousness and shallowness. It can be changeable and indecisive, impatient of routine, colorlessly conventional and timid, easygoing to the point of inertia, seldom angry when circumstances demand a show of annoyance at least; and yet Librans can shock everyone around them with sudden storms of rage. Their love of pleasure may lead them into extravagance; Libran men can degenerate into reckless gamblers, and Libran women extravagant, jealous and careless about money sometimes squander their wealth and talents in their overenthusiasm for causes which they espouse. Both sexes can become great gossipers. A characteristic of the type is an insatiable curiosity that tempts them to enquire into every social scandal in their circle.

In their work the description "lazy Libra" which is sometimes given is actually more alliterative than true. Librans can be surprisingly energetic, though it is true that they dislike coarse, dirty work. Although some are modestly content, others are extremely ambitious. With their dislike of extremes they make good diplomats but perhaps poor party politicians, for they are moderate in their opinions and able to see other points of view. They can succeed as administrators, lawyers (they have a strong sense of justice, which cynics might say could handicap them in a legal career), antique dealers, civil servants and bankers, for they are trustworthy in handling other people's money. Some Librans are gifted in fashion designing or in devising new cosmetics; others may find success as artists, composers, critics, writers, interior decorators, welfare workers or valuers, and they have an ability in the management of all sorts of public entertainment. Some work philanthropically for humanity with great self-disciple and significant results. Libran financiers sometimes make good speculators, for they have the optimism and ability to recover from financial crashes.

Possible Health Concerns...

Libra governs the lumbar region, lower back and kidneys. Its subjects must beware of weaknesses in the back, and lumbago, and they are susceptible to troubles in the kidneys and bladder, especially gravel and stone. They need to avoid overindulgence in food and especially drink, for the latter can particularly harm the kidneys.

LIKES
.The finer things in life
.Sharing
.Conviviality
.Gentleness

DISLIKES
.Violence
.Injustice
.Brutishness
.Being a slave to fashion

PROBLEMS THAT MAY ARISE FOR YOU, AND THEIR SOLUTIONS

As with all sun signs, we all have unique traits to our personalities. When these traits are suppressed, or unrealized, problems will arise. However, with astrology we can examine the problem and assess the proper solution based on the sun sign characteristics. As a Libran you may see things below that really strike home. Try the solution, you most likely will be amazed at the results. If you find yourself on the receiving end of the negatives below, it is because you are failing to express the positive.

Problem: Finding yourself frequently trapped in situations that have no depth and little value to you or the other person.
Solution: Try not to pretend feelings you do not have and find a way to back gracefully out of a superficial relationship; look before you leap.

Problem: You find that you do not really like yourself and/or beating yourself up over not being able to please another.
Solution: If you learn how to please yourself without depriving others, then you will be able to please someone else.

Problem: The situations that make you ill at ease is only mildly irritating to another.
Solution: Try to cultivate inner security through spiritual strength and awareness.

Problem: Feeling like you are nothing: your actions being frustrating to others.
Solution: Developing your feelings of self worth by expressing the positive in your nature and not letting your elitist, class consciousness show.

WHAT IS THE MEANING OF LOVE??

2009-03-01T22:49:00.002+08:00

Today(01/02/09),i'm going to talk abt love...

But firstly i want to ask u ppl...what does love means to u?and ur love ones...

During at the teens age,yup's we need more love from the opposite sex...but what is actually love means?does love have to do sex before marrige?does love is all abt sex and oral sex?
now days teens couple have been doing it freely wthout feeling shame and they nv think of the consiquence,what does marrige means to u if u have lost ur virginity during the young age?so i'm here to tell all the youth to stop doing sex,save ur dignity and ur self pride...love does nt means by doing sex...love is abt a person to be always caring towards some1 tat they love,protect them from what ever it is,be by their side when they are feeling down,always be there for them in what ever happen,love is blind means he/she nv care abt the looks is all abt the feelings and attitude.i'm feeling sad tat mostly of the teens now days have lost "V".
Love is nt all abt having sex...so pls stop it.i know it's fun doing it,but what will u get if smth happen to u?

yester day (28/2/09)

2009-03-01T22:42:00.002+08:00

yesterday...in the afternoon went to jurong library...to hang out while doing my wrk at there...than ard 6 plus i went hm and when otw hm i receive a call from my sis telling me tat the whole family is planing to go to singapore flyer...so i reach hm and get ready and out agan wth my family and otw to singapore flyer...wow my first time in the capsule feel so fun and happy at first...took afew nice picture at night...the total Cost is 115 bucks and 23 bucks per person...and we had our dinner at burger king at marina square...wow dinner was so full and we went off to the bus stop infront of esplanade and waited for bus number 502...reach hm at 12 plus in the morning...

after bathing and do all my stuff....i lay down at my bed and watch "ayat-ayat cinta" from my bro ipod...the movie was darn nice if u really understand it...i fall in love in it...=) i feel like becoming one of the actor the name was "fahri"...i like the character of him...=)

RANDOM(23/02/09)

2009-02-24T18:45:00.002+08:00

i just dont know what to write...haix.In my head here have been thinking a million things...but i just dont know hw to say it or type it out...
life for me have been bored,sad,angry,happy...why cant in this world always be happy...i'm just tired of of other feeling...why cant the world be peace with out even fight between ppl and ppl...
both are the same human being,having a pair of eyes,1 nose ,1 pair of ears...and many more...why must we fight or quarrel between each other?
i'm nt sure if i'm the one who changes or the ppl ard me?sometimes i'm just tired of thinking,but i cant?and do u kNow why?can u ask the world to stop for u in a sec?the answer is No...u cant stop it and becoz u dont have super powers.
some time i just feel tat i want a power for my self...but when human being get a power they tend to be evil....
I JUST HATE BEING IN THIS WORLD...

But what to do...i'm already going to 18 yrs staying in this world....haix....i just wish or pray tat someone is beside me.... :(

hey ppl...i'm so srry...

2009-01-24T11:11:00.003+08:00

Hey hello ppl...I'm so sorry.coz cant update my blog these day's been so busy wth my sch stuff and SC stuff...and i've nt been into training for taekwondo for 3 months...gosh.i just need the belt tat i wanted and i will quit takewondo.for nw i will skip my taekwondo lesson until the next grading and i will be back for actions...haha,lols.for the past few days i've been reaching hm late at night and than been so tiring but what to do?it's my own responsible to do those things tat i suppose to do.so yups sch was just ok.i like the lesson,next term yesh i gonna learnt to make a robot.=) haha.and for SC even though we slack,i'm trying my best to improve all of us up until we are gd enough to be a great leader.so ppl if u ask me why i dont like to scold u ppl so much,it's becoz Ur all matured enough to think what is right and what is wrong.some of u was older than me and than cant even think what was right for u?come on ppl from my own SC,we have to change from nw,wake up from all the dreams and slp,wake up and see the real world.u ppl also may ask me why i do this and tat,its becoz for me when i ever i do or make a decisions there will always be a gd reason behind it and some of it may also be my mistake coz i know tat we as a human being make alot of mistake and from there we learnt nt to do it again...ok larh tat's all for today...Oh ya before i forget I'm going to overseas for 3 days start from today 24 to 26 jan,so if u gt any thing just msg me but i cant reply u,once i reach back Singapore i will reply u ppl back k...so take care and cya soon...stay happy...=)

Merry Chrismas PPL...=D

2008-12-25T16:26:00.002+08:00

Hey there...i wish all of you Merry Christmas and enjoy ur holidays...stay happy always =D

Today...i just spend time at hm...my family ask me out and my friends whom i long time nv see ask me out too...but than i make a gd choice to go out with the both of them...later on i will be meeting kesavan and sangeetha at sangeetha hse than after tat i will be going out wth my family to have dinner together...i just want to spend my time wth the ones who appreciate me...=D

I will try to make my time free for every ones even though i'm a busy guy...i dont know if i really have a time or nt since sch will reopen soon this 5 jan 09...i just hope to have fun nw than next yr...i will be haning my second yr in Ite Balestier as a mechactronic student...and i'm the president of student council,member of safe home,and having outside cca also(taekwondo)...i really hope tat i can manage all of them...srry ppl if i dont have enough time for u...but i will try my best k...i hope tat u understand...i'm srry for what ever mistake i have done to all of u...may this coming new yr i will try to change to be a better person...=D tat all i will update soon kaes...take care and do stay happy always kaes...=D

i dont know what to do...

2008-12-24T21:12:00.003+08:00

today is just another tiring day for me...i wake up at 12 after receive a phone call from my SC teacher...regarding abt the yr1 orientation..my voise was darn sleepy and she notice tat and ask me to call her back before 1p.m...so i hurry up and went to toilet to wash my face and brush my teeth and called her back...rite after i called her i wanted to sleep back but than i just make up my mind and do some simple warm up exercise...to make my self wake up...i just feel bored luckly just nw at 3 plus i went to meet aida at jurong east library than we hhang out at there just for awhile after i get my pic's tat i wanted from her.we need to go off at 5p.m coz the library will be close quiet earlier coz it's the eve of Christmas.so went down to jurong point to had our dinner at the mac...after tat we went ard at jurong point for awhile and went back hm... btw before i forget...i wana wish all the christiant merry christmas and happy new year soon....have fun yeah...=)

hmm...abt me rite nw...i felt restless,lost,confusse...i just dont know why...every time i feel like i'm going to be happy turns out nt to.coz i will be hearing bad news,something turn out to be bad and many more...why cant i be happy for 1 full day...i wish for tat a long time ago...be it does nt seem to come true...why?am i just a simple guy?who deserve all this.i know out there,there is some one who is always worst than me...so i just cant complaint much.but i just hope tat 1 day i will find all this happiness tat i've been looking for...and i will treasure it alots...=)

today

2008-12-21T17:39:00.003+08:00

Wah i was darn tired today...dont feel like going out and hang out wth my friends so i just stay at hm...but than i felt darn bored sey...nothing to do...i already clean the hse and help my mom...so after tat i went to play cs...and train my skill again in useing sniper rifle...maybe at night later on i wana go for a jog at the park...=) The end for today...just slacking at hm doing nothings...lols...darn lazy sia me...ok take care ppls ...=)

Yesterday....

2008-12-21T17:27:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was fun,i went to look for job at jurong bird park wth zahier...
have to wait for 1hr coz there was darm busy wth ppl ordering food...so we just sit outside and waited...we chit-chat and talk nonsense lols...at abt 3.12 the guy come out and bring us the form to be filled in...it's took us abt 15 mins than we went off and hope fully i get the job tat i wanted...
went to jurong point and waited for athirah...we reach at jurong point at 3.45 and i meet her at 5 in the library...haha so long rite?it's ok...i understand...at first i and zahier was playing cs useing my lap top...darm i need more training man...my skills suck's already...than afew mins after zahier went off to meet his friend i teach atirah hw to play cs...she was doing great wth it but need more training...=) than afew mins hang out at there...at abt 8 we went off to jurong point to have our dinner...went to eat at subway..yea...i long time nv eat the cookies and it taste very nice sia..i like it..=) than we walk down to a park near by her hse than we settle down and relax...wth a nice view and windy surrounding i like it...we chit-chat and have fun talking to her...=) than i send her hm...and i went off to take bus to my home sweet hm...=)

Yesterday....19/12/08

2008-12-20T00:35:00.000+08:00

Yesterday(19/12/08)...In the after noon went to the mosque to do my friday prayer wth mus at bugis there...then after prayer me and mus meet sue at bugis station...than walk ard for awhile and i have to go meet my friend...went to vivo y bus and take nt a long journey to reach vivo than had our lunch at LJS...i eat combo two...and she eat grill food and we just talk and make joke...i like to see her smile and laugh...so cute(different)very naturally =)...i can tell u tat she is different from any girl tat i have met before...she is special...but i just need to know more abt her...than we hangout at the roof top at vivo and play poker card and i show some magic trick to her...lols..we had fun and until 11p.m than i reach hm...=)

just a picture of me...=)

2008-12-12T00:46:00.003+08:00

GUD GUY

BAD GUY

Yesterday...07/12/08

2008-12-08T14:33:00.002+08:00

yesterday 07 dec 08 Ite College Conbine event at sentosa(organised by ite simei)

yesterday i thought can wake up at 9a.m than suddently i wake up at 11.30 am...than call my sc frens ask them where are they..than i found out tat they all have been at harbourfront and was having their breakfast...lol i went out from the hse at 2 and need to go to my aunty hse to pass smth tat my mum ask me to...than i went straight to harbourfront and the queue for buying the ticket at vivo coz i wana take the train was darn long sia...i reach sentosa at 4.30 than go ard and find them where they are...i reach at the place at 5 than i just relaxing my mind and do what ever i wana do...for me i just go ard and take pictures of ppl and the surrounding...many beautiful pic have been taken...than i go ard and mix ard wth the ppl at there even there is nt alot of ppl come but we still have fun...i went to sentosa for afew hrs coz at 8 we make a move to vivo to have our lunch at banquet(bagus)...when we reach there...the place was darn full of ppl and we had to pack our food and we eat at lvl 3 and settle down...i really had fun and enjoy my self make friends wth all of them...i hope to have this event again...really looking forward to it...

Nw i just wana wish happy hari raya haji to all ppl tat celebrates its...stay happy always k..take care...=)

On 06/12/08

2008-12-08T12:46:00.002+08:00

On last sat 6 dec o8...is the best day for some of sc ppl....
we organise and event for our Ite Balestier Student Council last gathering....which held
at east coast park...a very big thank you to all the ppl tat make this even work...
without u all giving me the support and full coperation this event will cock up...
coz we just plan this event for 1 wk's...luckly all goes well but the weather are nt...but it's ok..
this is what happen during the event...in the morning i wake at 5.30a.m than bath and have my morning prayer and went out of the hse at 6.30a.m went to lakeside mrt to take train to bedok to meet alif razak,pity him he have to wait for me abt 20 mins...i think...lols so srry...my hse at jurong leh urs is north east...than we take 197 to the east coast have to walk a distance than we find a place where we can settle down and it's safe if it's rain...so tat is the best place tat we can find coz the rest have been booked...we just talk nonsense and play card's while waiting for suhaila...was darn hungrry sia nv eat breakfast some more go out in the morning...so sian...but it's ok...at abt 10.30 suhaila arrive and we just sit there and waitng for danial and mustapha,coz the food is being cooked by danial mom...thanks alot ya...the food was nice and make my stomach fulll..=) afew hr past while waiting for other we just chatting ard and than i and danial went to rent 3 bicycle from 1p.m to 6p.m but we just need to pay $8 each...cool arh...as the time goes by...the seniors came abt 4 of them Saiful,Kenny,Aida and Sani....we eat lunch together and we have fun together...during the relaxing event i went near by the sea...tat is when razak came behind me and try to push me into the sea but than i avoid it and instead i went into the sea he goes in first...haha...than from there he started to catch me and drag me along wth him...after tat i went to cycle wth aida behind me means we are on a same bicycle but wth two seat...and mus wth sk and razak wth suhaila...so fun man long time nv go cycling since i'm too busy wth stuff ard me...we finish ard 8p.m and went back hm...me,aida and sani took 197 from east coast to juring east interchange...darn man was so long and i was darn cold in the bus...i reach hm at 11p.m ...

wah so tiring...

2008-12-06T00:28:00.002+08:00

Today morning...later we Ite balestier Student Council is making a outing at east coast...i hope every thing plan was going to be fine soon although we plan it in a short period of time...ouh god(allah) pls make sure tat ever plan is going smoothly tml and make it a hot and sunny day....ok i gtg nw....btw so sad later i Cant bring my camera due to my sis need to use it...so srry guys...bte cya soon k.and dont forget all the stuff tat is needed to bring later on...take a gd care of ur self,,,,bye...=)

I really dont know hw to help u any more...

2008-12-01T23:11:00.005+08:00

Seriously..hey girl u know who ur are...i know tat i'm nt the gd best friend ever for u...i've have try my best to do every thing for u...but i just dont know when ur going to learn ur mistake...pls realise it...all i just want to ask from u is tat pls be ur last time the girl where first i get to know u...u have seriously change so much...u may say bad thing to me it's up to u...but i just dont know why i felt angry and irritated when u say tat u want to die becoz of just small things tat happen...do u really appreciate ur life...seriously?if u think tat i have nt always been there for u when u need someone,i may nt be giving u gd advice...than it's up to u to decide...i know when ppl are mad or sad they wont do things tat they really says...they dont meant it...but today i just cant hold it any longer...even though i may hurt u...all the promise i make to u is up to u to decide if i'm really ur best friends or nt...open ur eyes big and c ppl ard u...they have tried their best to help u but will u take their gd advice?u may say tat everything is ur fault,and actually ur at fault...dont think tat what ever u do is right,coz NO ONE IN THIS WORLD IS PERFECT...get it.think over it...i have given u many chances but did u take notice of it...i give my best to trust u...but i just find out the truth...after what u say to me today...i just want to say a BIG THANK YOU to u for being my best friend all this time...i dont know why i just feel tat u have totally changes.i'm just a soft hearted guy who always been bullied even by a girl rite...tahn go ahead and do it...coz i believe tat what ever ppl do to me one day ppl will do back to them...so pls realise...i dont even know why i cry alot for u...kjust want to let u know...pls be urself like last time...i first fall in love wth u...and i wish u nw gd luck in makings at decisions tat ur going to make may all bless u and what ever u did... and ya thanks for makeing me like this tml is my exams thanks for giving my brains wrk...bye.

Today(25/11/08)

2008-11-25T08:26:00.002+08:00

My horoscopes for Today(25/11/08)
LIBRA(Sep 23 - Oct 22)

The Bottom Line
You're too sensitive to the problems of other people right now -- get alone time.
In Detail
You're very sensitive to the problems of other people right now, which could cause you to get very distracted by things that are not your responsibility. This level of compassion for others is not healthy for you right now, so you need to find a way to extricate yourself from a few of the responsibilities you have taken on. You may think this is selfish, but it is not -- you've been putting the needs and wishes of other people over your own for too long. Work on your own problems.

Many thing's have happen ard me and to me...i've been the 1 watching all this and even my tears come out from my eyes...i just cant stand it anymore...i've been the 1 strong here standing for the ppl tat need me the most...but i just cant help it any more... :(

Abt Taurus(Apr 20 - May 20)

The Bottom Line
Stick to people who are passionate about the same things you're passionate about.
In Detail
Your passionate love for a certain hobby, gadget or fashion trend is powerful for you -- it feeds your brain and keeps you energized. But not everyone shares your interests so avidly, as you may come to realize when your enthusiasm is greeted by disappointing yawns or rolling eyes. So try to stick with the people you know will appreciate your zeal and maybe even share in it a little. It's much more fun to celebrate something than to try to convert people into liking it.

Abt Scorpio (Oct 23 - Nov 21)

Polish your vision for your future -- revisit your five-year plan and make updates.
In Detail
When was the last time you worked on polishing up your vision for your future? If you haven't given any thought to your five year plan lately, today is a great day to do it. You've got the clarity, you've got the time, and most importantly you've got a few ideas! It's more important than ever for you to understand what you want for yourself, because whether you realize it or not, you are at a crossroads. Take a moment to figure out which way you really want to go.

I'm the future president

2008-11-16T23:07:00.002+08:00

Yesterday...have to wake up early coz got pledge training at Ite Dover at 9a.m so i wake up ard 7a.m...take a bath get ready and meet Qaiyuum and A.Razak at Boon Lay Interchange and we took 198 bus...reach dover ard 8.45a.m was early...and when we reach there...the b.b juniors abt 6 ppl are there before us...at abt 9a.m Aida...came wth her dad car...she bought the 'berkats' and there it goes when some of the juniors disturb her my saying why nv invite us to ur wedding...lolx...
Traning was ok...But many ppl say tat someone is to much larh coz what he think tat we all are in npcc/ncc issit?i dont think tat he will also like it larh...but what ever it is as long as u nv touch my fav.seniors or any of my juniors can already...we still can endore wth u k...
When the new's abt the incoming excos are out yesterday...
i was surprise coz i was the one Choosen to be the president of College West Ite Balestier...
i was speechless abt it...than after tat i,A.Razak,Mas,Zahier and Raudha went to Imm to have our lunch...and than i went to vivo to celebrate 1 of my bestfren to make surprise birthday party...we throw him into the pool at the rooftop of vivo city..he was all wet and than ppl start to look at him like 1 of a kind...lols...btw abt the position of sc u maybe scroll down to c it..=)

Haiz...the new post...

2008-11-16T21:42:00.004+08:00

Here it is…
The new Incoming EXCOs post which you guys are dying to know.
Some may knew it today after Pledge Training @ Dover Campus.

The new elected Incoming EXCOs are(not full name):
President: Fazul
Deputy President: Sheikh Aminullah
General Secretary: Zahier
Treasurer: Wei Song
CCA and Enrichment: Alif Razak(C), Jimmy(Asst)
House: Wan Qing(C), (Asst will know soon)
Project: Qiayuum(C), Danial(1st Asst), Nazri(2nd Asst)
Publication and Communication: Suhailah(C), Mustapha(Asst)
Student Well Being: Taufik(C), Faizal(Asst)
Congratulations to the new elected Incoming EXCO.
Legend:(C)=Chairman,(Asst)=Assistant Chairman...

Next, wishing our dear President(Zurais) and CCA Team, all the best for their Industrial Attachment. Hope to see you during Investiture’ 08. Lastly, Chairman of Student Well Being; Fazly who will be going to China for IA as well for 3 months or so, depart safely and be home safely aite. Gonna miss you four loads. =)
So it leave Kenny and Aida to take care of everything.
Anyway, please take note of these days. Purely IMPORTANT!! Aida might not be able to come for rehearsal, so Aida hoping all new EXCOs to know what you are suppose to do for Investiture’08.

17th - SMS Aida by 12pm on 17th, how many guest you want to bring to our Investiture. Max.4 guest per person. and also tell Aida their names. Notify everyone.
20th - 1st Combined Investiture Rehearsal, 7.30am @ Dover HQ(Not full dressed)
22th - Pledge Training(venue unknown)
24th - College Central Combined Investiture @ Macpherson Campus(Qaiyuum, SK, Wan Qing, Faizal(J), Sheikh), In the morning, please notify Aida @ 12pm to draw out the blazers for you guys.
27 - Full Dress Rehearsal, 7.30am @ Dover HQ
28 - Full Dress Rehearsal, 7.30am @ Dover HQ and also the actual Investiture @ 2.15pm

IMPORTANT!!
Since A.Razak won’t be able to do emcees, this slot is left empty. So Aida hope someone will replace A.Razak.
Next, all seniors ARE to come for Rehearsal on the 20th, 27th and 28th. Keep yourself free these 3 dates. Zurais and other 3 are gone, hoping the rest will come for Rehearsal.

See you around, people!!

Fazul
Future President....

Been busy...

2008-11-09T00:14:00.003+08:00

Haix...been busy wth many stuff...eg.my sch and sc...even though i was nt in any post yet but i've been busy planing...nw i'm planing smth....

Abt thurs,i've no sch on tat day coz my lecturer have to go for medical check up...i hope tat he is ok...than i have to go to sch at 12.p.m but i reach there ard 12.10 abi late...went straight to sc rm to meet all the 15 ppl going to simei investiture 5 from seniors and 10 from juniors...but faizal jimmy cant make it coz he's sick...so 14 ppl going for the investiture...than go eat lunch wth a bunch of my sc frens...while waiting for the top 6 interview...at ard 2p.m we had to go up to the vip rm to had our interview...the teachers r ms pamela,mr...(from Blaze camp) and te new DM...first to go for interview was razak follow by me,zahier,wei xiong and shiek...so 5 ppl going for the interview..actually 6 but taufik back out last mins...after tat meet all the juniors at include me at tampines small mac...Aida was late for the second time...lols..ahaha it's ok.the investiture in simei was ok2...enjoy the part when they gt suffle competition between College east and west....

Friday....early morning have to wake up...and go to sch even though i'm very tired yesterday...had our meeting earlier at 11a.m coz ms pamela got smth on...btw the result are out for the top 4 going for the campaign...to be the next top 3 post in sc...the names are Zahier,Razak,me(Fazul) and Shiek...i was surprise at first coz for me in the beginning of the sc i plan to be just in exco's and in the planner stuff suddently i dont know why...i think i got the potential to be a president so they send me to go for the interview....but i did quite bad coz i says maybe many times...it's like i have no confident in my self...but i do believe tat i have the confident in my self...i just need to prove it...at first thought tat i'm like giving up but on second thought...i tell u my self...if other ppl can do better than me...why nt i be better than them...so i'm gona challenge my self to be the best out of the best from my life...and i believe tat i just got everything to do and just believe in my self...btw if i did'nt get to be a president i hope the next president will do his wrk properly and do it's fair to every1... after tat we went to sc rm to return back the blazer tat we borrow and off to lunch at the sch canteen...after lunch...i,mus and aida went to boon keng to take train to harbourfront...we met dl on the way there...aida and dl went to sentosa so we dont wana disturb them...so i and mus go watch movie...than after tat went hm....

sat...yesterday...
morning went to meet the juniors of sc include me at macdonal coz they are having their breakfast there before going for the investiture training....than reach Ite B.B before 9.30a.m so we are early and before time starts we are there...than training start abt 9.50a.m and we balestier ppl take turn to lead the pledge and today training was gd but need to improve on...and i believe tat it can be done...end training at 1 and had a debrief at the canteen...after tat i waited for LYA and ALIF RAZAk....until 3plus...than we go to town to had our lunch together....than talk2 until at night...than go hm...nw i'm thinking of the election this mon who will be the next president for Ite Balestier Student Council...and i believe tat i'm ready to take this challenge...and go for it...coz i want everyday of my life to be a learning journey...btw voters...pls vote for the 1 tat u think can lead u ppls...and dont vote becoz they are handsome or what...ok...tat all...chat wth u soon...will update the photos real soon....kaes...=) take care ppls...cya...

Was Shock Today During GM meeting...

2008-11-04T00:18:00.002+08:00

Was Shock Today During GM meeting...the meeting is abt the post tat we will be in the student Council....15 of us manage to be in the exco's and the top 5 is already been out...i was so surprise tat my name was in there...before tat my hand was cold wating for the answer...i was 1 of them in the top 5 to go for the interview today at 3.p.m later on...i hope every thing will be fine...names for the top 5 is Me,Zahier,Razak,Wei xiong and Taufik...congrates u guys...and thanks3 alot to aida and the seniors for putting the 6 of us to be the top 6...i hope tat we wont dissappoint u wth what ever we do...and we had learn smth from u...=)stay happy always ya... =) i will be putting the pictures...soon...gd nyte and sweets dream u ppls...take care...=)

Been Tagged By Aida and Alif Razak

2008-11-01T06:56:00.002+08:00

Tagged By: Aida and Alif Razak

Walao the both of u sabo me issit?nvm since there is nothing for me to do...why nt i just play this game...

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1.Each player of this game start off with 10 weird thing/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
2.people whom get tagged need to write a blog of their 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3.At the end, you need to choose 10 persons to be tagged & list their names.
4.No tagging back the person whom tagged you.
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1.Likes to play all kind of shooting and racing games...
2.Likes to go for an advantures kind of stuff....(always challenge my self ahead...)
3.I hate people tat accuse another person without any proof...
4.Actually wear specs but if i wear ppl will says tat i look like a proffessior...lols
5.Don't have the word "Give Up" in my dictionary but "respect".
6.I dont like to smoke and drink beer...(i'm just simple like to eat and drink normal food...)
7.I don't like to play soccer like other boys do but i like to do some martial arts...
8.I'm an artist...i can draw things but nt so gd in it coz i'm traing to do ceramics...
9.I likes to wear black when i go out...it's just give me the confident in my self by wearing my fav.colour...
10.I like to play all kind of sports...but than u just need the time...and i'm a part-time photographer...=)
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10 person that I will tagged is:
1.Zahier
2.Farah Liyana
3.Mustapha
4.Qaiyumm
5.Suhailah
6.Dewi
7.Angela
8.Johan
9.Rachel
10.Haslina

just pictures...of me...and my Camera....

2008-11-01T00:26:00.002+08:00

Ppls just see the pictures tat i'm going to post...

2008-11-01T00:11:00.006+08:00

1 of those drawing down there...will be in the front page of the poster yea...!!!

No time...

2008-10-31T00:22:00.002+08:00

Hey ppls out there...so srry cant post much these days...been busy wth many stuff...and very tired to post anything...will updated wth u all soon kaes...i just need the time...cya...=)

These are some of the picture taken when i'm busy wth my stuff...

2008-10-27T12:30:00.004+08:00

this are just the pictures taken during the world skill,there is more to upload and i gtg nw...srry and i will post the rest of the pictures...next time...cya...=)

Wah been tiring for me...yesterday i slack all day at hm...very bored...

2008-10-27T12:13:00.002+08:00

Doing nothing at hm...all day i slack at hm...very sian...from morning until at night i still was on the phone wth someone,i call them and they call me so we talk until late at night...after tat i also use the laptop to chat my email and tat all...end of yesterday stuff...lols...

Why was i born to this world???can anyone ans tat?

2008-10-25T23:56:00.003+08:00

I'm still thinking what is my purpose to be born in this world....sometimes it's seems to be cruel...but u have to learn from it and try nt to do it or what...was my name is the purpose tat i maybe do?maybe yes...but from young...mostly the ppl and frens tat is ard me are nt being fair to me...i start to learn to be patient when i was in primary 3 which is 9 years old...try to imagine...i been through all these painful stuff since i was 9yrs old...i've been the ones who always been accuse even though i was nt at fault...it's seems tat everything is at my fault...i start to realise everything since this 09/oct where i become 17 this yr...i realise all this while mostly ppl ard me want's my money but nt friendships same as relationships...can money bring u happiest?if u cheat on someone will it be fair for them?i notice everything but i just go through it coz deep in my hearts says tat everythings can be change if u really want it to happen or nt...for ur info rock is a non-living things can change it shape at times so why cant we human change ours to be better than last time...

My life has always been horrible and sadness...nv be happy until i met this girl 10 months ago..meet by bestfren,fren...so we started to be frens and go on into relationship until last two months ago...we break up and nt becoz of fighting or quarrrel but the parent of her go against our relationship...so i have to break wth her...but she dont want it...until i have to use other method to let her hate me when i say tat i'm nt the guy tat she want,i'm nt in a serious relationship and just want to play wth ur heart and i even have to scold her...but i know i was wrong to do this to her...and still she knows tat i'm nt tat type of guy...so she still love me and i really at no choice and i delete all her contact and if she called me i nv answer...i dont wish her to be scolded by her parents coz i already talk to them and i respect their decitions...i want u to be happy wth ur life and fine some other better guy than me...like u said to me long time ago where u ask me to find other girl so tat i wont miss u but i just cant...and if i do found someone...i know tat i would nt get her...i still miss the happyiest of my life where i always saw smiling and always be wth me...so dina when u read this msg i hope u understand what i mean...is tat i nv love u but i have to do this to u coz i respect ur parents and i promise them nt to disturb u any more....so my happynest was just for awhile...

in my whole life tat is my only happiest and it's being taken away from me just like tat....and to some ppl...i'm i just a robot to u...when ur in need than u will make me move or ask some help from me...to do this work for u?i'm i a robot to u wth no feeling at all?if u really want tat i can be but if some of the component of the machine break down u will nv c me again...so use me properly k...all this while i try to make ppl happy but i ask my self i'm i happy wth my own life?
i'm i always wrong?i know i have fail many times but i learn something from it and it wont happen the second times...i just dont know when do ppl will change to be a better person...btw ppl out there listen to me every single one of u are valuble to ppl coz even though tat ur being down always but there is a value in ur self...so dont ever give up k...coz u will nv know what will going to happen to u next...i believe tat when we was being born in thios world god have written everything tat we do,face our problem,all are being written down...it's for us to accecpt it ot nt...so nw i'm just going to accecpt any fade tat happen to me...and ppl put there when ur looking for ur gf/bf pls dont judge them by their cover...ppl will change i fall in love wth this girl and nt becoz of she is gd looking or what is tat she is just pretty in the heart...and nw i just feel tat she have change...or maybe i'm changing my self...if i was born in this world to always help ppl than i'm sincere to help them and without hopeing anything back from them...and dina pls...i hope u understand k....

What is the meaning of my name to do wth life....???

2008-10-25T22:56:00.003+08:00

My meaning from kabalarian Philosophy
1)Your first name of Fazul has given you creative ability, imagination along practical lines, and the patience to pay attention to detail for a while.

2)Although you are attracted to technical, mechanical, scientific fields, you lack the patience to follow through with this interest.

3)This name gives a certain amount of practicality to your thinking; but there is also a tendency to scatter your efforts for, although you want system and order and stability in your life, you are too apt to be distracted from the job you are doing and to become involved in spontaneous interests.

(Friednster Bulletin)Delete the other persons first name and repost this with the title "Your First Name Tells A lot About Who You Are" in 11 minutes and something wonderful will happen.

F: Easy to fall in love with someone
A: Best Gf/Bf any one could have
Z: Cute N cute N Cute
U: You really like to chill
L: AWESOME KISSER
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ +++++++++++++++++++++ +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
A: Best Gf/Bf any one could have
B: You love a certain someone
C: People cant help but check u out
D: You are really lovable
E: People love you the way you are
F: Easy to fall in love with someone
G: You never let people tell you what to do
H: You have a very good personality and good looks
I: People love you
J: People Adore you
K: You're wild and crazy
L: AWESOME KISSER
M: Beautiful
N: Easy to fall in love with
O: Best kisser ever
P: You are popular with all types of people
Q: You are a hypocrite
R: You love to kiss
S: You are freakin crazy
T: You are loyal to the ones you love
U: You really like to chill
V: You are not judgemental
W: You are popular
X: You never let people tell you
Y: Sexiest bitch alive
Z: Cute N cute N Cute
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I'm Srry....

2008-10-19T12:41:00.006+08:00

Hmm...been past a few months...i've been nt update my blog...i just dont know why maybe i dont feel like it...i been through many obstacle in my life and there's is still something's new for me to learn from...i'm seriously just need to change the way i think,i look,my attitude...

I just can't be the one same person like my past...i've grown up and be a matured guy who can think what is right and what is wrong and i'm going to fight for my rights....and nw i'm going to show to the public/ppl what i'm and what i can do coz deep in my heart i know tat there's a leadership in me since i was in secondary sch...but back than i've nv show it to ppl...since i enter Ite life...i've totally change to a new person...and i'm going to show to my love ones tat i can succed and success in my life... =)

Before sch end for the sch holdays 3 wks ago i've been selected to attend a eventmanagement course in ite ang mo kio...start from there i learn to be some1 new...i learn many stuff in there...i love the person who teach me to be some 1 new....i've learn to intereact wth ppls from other sch...to be truth to my self...i just like this girl since i set my eyes on her during the course...but since my fren like her so much i just cant bear to fight for the same girl and i know tat myself just cant get her coz she is very beautiful and different from the other's girl tat i've met in my life before...than i just forget abt it...but dont know why 1 day maybe it's just fated or what tat i saw her again in mrt wth her fren...and i told my fren abt it and if nt for alif i will nt be going to mix ard wth them...so from there it's start tat i really like her more than just a friends and we keep contacting...but i know tat she's belong to someone else at tat time so i just keep it to mine self until she finds out on her own tat i like her and she told me tat we can only be friend.At first i just could'nt take it to my heart but slowly i learn and tell myself tat i could nt get her and dont ever dream of getting her,but my heart says tat pls dont give up on her.i really cant do anything if the person would nt accecpt me(as if i'm clapping wth 1 of my hand would it have any sounds?) and so we become bestfren...until nw.=) and i'm still learning...no matter what happen i just want to let u know...i will always be there to support u from the back so tat u wont fall down...i will be very happy to c tat ur happy and i will be feel sad if ur sad...so be strong and believe in ur self for the answer next time...and dont say tat u dont know...when u nv try k...

I think nw maybe i know why my parent says tat nw it nt the rite time to be in any relationship first,so nw i'm going to close my heart for anygirls until she's(the right girl) have the key to open my heart back.i'm just looking forward to be just friend wth any one for nw...=)

Last wk sch start...i've been busy wth sch stuff and student counsil stuff...monday end class at 4 plus...tues have meeting abt worldskills stuff...and than i and Alif Razak send Aida to ite clementi for her student counsil meeting over there from there i know my Deputy president well enough...and so i trust her to be my role model for student counsil....=) wed,meeting again after sch to make a changes in some names for the worldskills stuff...and than after tat i and mustapah went down to city hall to meet my bestfren...thurs,is the worldskills start and everything goes well as we plan...yea =) Friday,also worldskills i involve myself to be in two days to help out in the worldskills...so friday everythings also goes as we plan only tat some of them r fighting over tml plan...tat all...and sat,investiture was at 10.am until 1p.m at ite bukit batok campus i've been so nervous coz tat time i have to represent balestier to lead the pledge...i'm so going through all this thing...coz i wana be someone different...=) i want to be president for ite balestier and if nt i want to be in any excos...but it's quite difficult to get to be in exco's coz there's many potential leaders ard also.i just pray hard to Allah to get what i want...=) i just leave what ever it is to happen in his hand...i accecpt what Allah gives to me...=) ok nw i'm going to jln rayer and before i forget...i just wana wish u all selamat hari rayer may u be happy wth the one tat u loves and forgive and forget them in what their mistake have been made to u...and if allah can forgive his ppl why nt us as a human and humble ppl cant forgive and forget what is is been done to...so ppl out there...stay happy ways...but for me i know tat i've been tired of my life and sometimes i feels like killing my self but deep in my heart says i have to go on wth my life...=) i'm just a ugly star and simple stars...but soon will be a shooting stars...haha...=)

Cheap Note Book Lap top for sale only for 4 days...

2008-06-13T08:34:00.000+08:00

PC Fair have started yesterday (12/6/08) until this sun (15/6/08)...pls come down to suntec city hall 4 and 6 and buy any electronic stuff there...I'm a promoter from NEC Company No.1 in Japan...we are selling alots of Note book laptop and destop....all are in a cheaper price...the cheapest is $1,199 to 3k....on top of tat also we will give u 7 free give....worth 400 to 500 plus...pls tell this to ur family member and frens...thx....Hope to c u there...thx...=)

BEEN WORKING PART-TIME

2008-06-13T08:15:00.003+08:00

Wah...at last i'm free for a moment to write a blog....i been busy these days even though my sch holiday have start...nt busy wth sch stuff...but wth wrking part-time...i been wrking since sch holidays starts...guess what...all together i have 5 jobs...lets me intro u abt the jobs..what will i do...first i wrk under agent..they usually send me to sentosa or suntec to be Banquet Waiter.the pay is $6/hr and they give 2 free meals per day.Second help to carry injured soccer player in the match my pay is $5 per match.Third,sell perfume at orchard pay was $6 per/hr.Forth,selling Notebk Lap top at pc fair in suntec...under NEC company.$30 per wkdays and $40 per wkends,$10-50 commision, 2 free meals per day.Fifth,carry stuff under REMOVER Company 1day $50.So i hope to get at least $600 overall...the more the better...lols..=)

yesterday

2008-05-13T20:16:00.003+08:00

on monday...back to sch was darn so tired...coz the day before mon means on sunday...i'm wrking and went back home ard 10 plus...for ur info...rite nw i'm wrking at jurong east stadium in a soccer match as a medic helper...my pay was $5 for 90 mins...lols...soon i will be wrking in 3 more different places...the others are... as a G.A means Golfer Assistant,become a sales man selling perfume...,and last is be a tour guide...all the jobs sounds cool arh?lols...On monday...my class end early abt 11.30 we all can go home...but me,Clement,Paul and Noel plans to watch movies...so from my sch we took a bus and drop at Bugis mrt station...than from there we try to walk to Dhoby Ghaut...but after 1hr and 30 mins walking we lost our way so we took a bus instead and drop it...guess what we been walking all the way from bugis to chinatown...lols.so when we get u Dhoby Ghaut stations we went to cathy cineplax to buy tickets to watch movie tittle:What happens in vegas...so funny man the movie...and we all try to save money by buying nachos,popcorns,drinks all at 7-11 stores...lol and we smuggle in the foods.the movie start from 1.20 and end at 2 plus after tat we went down to somerset from dhoby dhaut by walking and Clement bought a poker card went we was on the way to somerset...than from there. was seperated from them...coz i was going to meet my best friend Dayana at amk stations...so i reach the amk stations at 4 p.m and i actually suppose to meet her at 4.30 so i'm 30 mins early...so from amk stations...i went to amk hub to walk ard first....before meet her up...at 4.30...=)

those random surveys. =]

2008-05-11T23:07:00.002+08:00

1.Does anyone know your password?
* yep, but i think they've forgotten.
2. What was the last thing you ordered at McDonalds?
* erm. Fillet O'fish st meal.
3. Are you an emotional person?
* depends.
4. Do you like your name?
.* Of COURSE! Love it =)
5. Do you believe in love at first sight?
- sometimes.
6. Ever felt jealous of your friend?
.*sometimes...when they get better marks than me in test.
7.What was the last thing you did?
bathing...
8. Who's next to you?
.* no one! don't spook me.
9. Who was the last person you are with?
.* every1 is at home....except for my father...
10. What song are you listening to right now?
no song...
11. How's the weather right now?
.* average
12. Last person you called?
.* Muz...
14. Last song you sang?
forget...maybe Naluri lelaki...
15 . Last time you danced?
.* erm. can't rmb.
16. Lost a friendship over something stupid?
.* last feb
18. Last thing you ate?
.* bread wth cheese...
19. Been depressed before?
.* yeps.
20. Faked being sick to miss school?
.* nope.
21. What time did you wake up today?
.* 8 in the morning...=)
22. Current taste?
.* nothing...
23. What are you wearing right now?
.* singlet and short
24. Are you too shy to ask anyone out?
.* maybe...
25. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
.* EYES!
26. Where are you right now?
.* S'pore. haha! at living rm...
28 . What date and day is it?
.* 11th Sunday 11.20p.m..lols
29. Did you go anywhere today?
.* yups....went to singapore flyers...and then Fort Caning Park, Marina square and than jurong point..
30. What did you do there?
-* take pictures for my projects...
34 . Do you call your parents by their first name?
.* noo.
35. Are you an only child?
.* nope.i got 3 siblings...
36. Where do you go shopping?
.* depends.
37. Do you like where to work?
.* wrking as a golfer assistant...get alot of money...=)
38. Do you like books?
.* yeps.
39. Do you want to get married?
.* of coz when i have a lots of money....
40. To whom?
.* the one whose gonna be my fiance la. and the someone tat i love alots...
41. Is there anything that you hate this day?
.* nope. =]
42. Who was the last person to gave you a gift?
.* erm...forget...
43. Do you like this day?
.* ok
44. What is the initial of your crush?
.* no crush. yet. chey! kidding.."A"
45. LAst person you chat with
.* Haikal...my wrking colleague friends...
46. What was your topic?
.* what topic?
47. What is the talent of your crush?
.* hmm...dancing...modeling....
48. How many times was your heart broken?
.* 5. lols

How guys express their love!!!

2008-05-07T18:46:00.002+08:00

***How guys express their love!!!***

When a GUY is quiet and is alone,

He's is thinking how good you're, Miss
you!!!

When a GUY is lying on his bed,

He is thinking deeply why he loves you.

When a GUY looks at you in your eyes,

He wants to tell you how much he loves

you and how important you're.

When a GUY answers 'I'm Fine' after
awhile,

He is not and feels hurts.

When a GUY keep asking you the same
question,
He is wondering why you are lying.

When a GUY hugs you while sleeping,

He is wishing that you belongs to him
forever.

When a GUY calls you everyday,

He Miss You and wants your attention.

When a GUY wants to see you everyday,

He cares for you and want to know how
are you today.

When a GUY sms's u everyday,

He wants you to know he is fine.

When a GUY says I love you,

He really means it.

When a GUY says that he can't live
without you,

He has made up his mind that you are
his future wife.

When a GUY says 'I Miss You',

He wants to see you immeditely.

Repost this bulletin in 10 minute and

you will get Happiness

If you not repost this bulletin you
will get bad luck...

******GooD LuCk!!!!*******

You've opened it!!!! Good Luck!

Tonight at midnight

your true love will realize they love

you. Something good will happen to you

at 1:00-4:00 pm tommorow, it could be

anywere. Get ready for the biggest

shock in your life. If you break this

chain you will be cursed with

relationship problems for the next 10

years. Post this within 15 minutes

70 Questions......

2008-04-26T20:56:00.006+08:00

1. Dinner?
erm... noodles....

2. CAN YOU SWIM?
Ok2 only...

3. FAVORITE SMELL?
smell what?

4. UNITED STATES OR CANADA?
United States...

5.Jeanz or sweatpants?
jeanz

6. WHAT SHOULD YOU BE DOING?
nth

7. ARE YOU GONNA DO IT?
nth to do

8. DO YOU HAVE SOCKS ON?
nope

9. DO YOU OWN BIG SUNGLASSES?
yups

10. HAVE YOU EVER CRIED SO HARD YOU
MADE YOURSELF SICK?
not sure...

11. DO YOU LIKE TECHNO?
ok lah

12. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NUMBER?
09,16,13

13. FAVORITE TV SHOW?
jap animes,Cartoons...

14. DO YOU LIKE 80'S MUSIC?
ok2

15. DO YOU DANCE TO IT?
nope

16. WHAT KIND OF MUSIC DO YOU LIKE?
all kinds except satanic onces and rock...

17. BEEN TO SPAIN?
nope

18. CAN YOU LICK YOUR TOE?
yes but what for...

19. BEEN TO COLLEGE?
yups...i'm nw in College West Ite Balestier...

20. FAVORITE TIME OF THE DAY?
in the evening

21. SEEN ALL THE SPIDERMAN MOVIES?
yups

22. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON?
Raining...

23. WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO?
meeting all my frens and lost frens....

24. EVER GOTTEN LOST IN THE DARK?
Yups during npcc camp game...

25. WHO IS YOUR LOVE?
someone tat i have been waiting for...

26. wats ur profile song and why?
no song in my profile...

27. DO YOU HAVE A JOB?
nope... now no... last time yes

28. LAST NAME?
Mohd

29. DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE?
yup...i like my family and frens...

30. LIED IN THE LAST 24 HRS?
i dun think so

31. DO YOU PLAY AN INSTRUMENT?
learning how to play the drums...

32. WHERE WAS THE LAST PLACE YOU WENT?
Marina Square

33. WHAT ARE YOU EATING?
nth

34. WHO/WHAT MAKES YOU MAD?
If someone accuse me of doing something tat i nv done...

35. WHAT WOULD YOU LIKE TO BE WHEN YOU
GROW UP?
Technician....or engineer.....policeman...chef...

36. WHAT'S YOUR NAME?
Fazul

37. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR HAIR?
Dark brown

38. DO YOU HAVE A FRIEND OF THE
OPPOSITE SEX YOU CAN TALK TO?
Yup...alots...Anna,Dayana,Sangeetha,Haslina,cheryl

39. DO YOU HAVE ANY SIBLINGS?
yup... 3 of them....First is my sis,second is my brother last is me....=)

40. WHERE ARE YOU NOW?
living room

41. WHAT FUN THING DID YOU DO THIS
WEEKEND?
Go for my new cca Safe Home....

42 . DID YOU DO ANYTHING TODAY?
yup, go for my new cca...which is more fun than archery...and went out wth my frens after cca....

43. ARE YOU HAPPY?
ok2....

44. WHO IS SITTING TO YOUR LEFT, RIGHT
NOW?
no one

45. WHERE IS YOUR DAD RIGHT NOW?
toliet

46. DO YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND?
special girlfriend nope yet....i'm still single...but frens i got lots....

47. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON TO CALL
YOU?
My fren...Dayana...

48. CLOSEST BLACK OBJECT
Key board

49. CLOSEST WHITE OBJECT
Hand phone

50.DO YOU HAVE BRACES?
nope

51. DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?
Nope

52.DO YOU OWN ANY PETS?
nope

53. LAST TIME YOU LISTENED TO COUNTRY
MUSIC?
1 or 2 years ago

54. WHAT CAN YOU HEAR NOW?
the TV sounds...coz my bro is watching tv....

55. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING? shortsleve shirt and shorts

56. LAST PERSON TO COMMENT YOU?
Mao san...my secondary sch fren...
57. DO YOU SING?
sometimes

58. SCREAMO OR COUNTRY?
none

59. ROCK OR RAP?
RAP

60. WHO DID YOU LAST CALL?
my fren Hamka

61. WHO LAST TEXTED YOU?
Hamka

62. WHAT JEWELRY DO YOU WEAR DAILY?
I dont wear jewelry

63. WOULD YOU DIE FOR SOMEONE?
yup i will die for the ones tat i loves....

64. LATEST THING YOU'VE RECENTLY
LEARNED?
Mechactronicstuff... 65. ARE YOU COLD NOW?
nope

66. WHAT DO YOU SMELL?
nothing

67. IS ANYTHING BOTHERING YOU RIGHT NOW?
nope

68. WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO
TOMORROW?
not sure yet...haven plan anything....

69. WHAT DID YOU EAT FOR BREAKFAST?
bread and a cup of milo

70. LUNCH?
Ice cream....

Emotion Test. dont cheat...(i just do for fun)

2008-04-12T23:09:00.003+08:00

Copy, Paste, Don’t look at the bottombefore you do the thing or it won’twork!
This is scary but pretty accurate.
1. Which color is better red, black,green, blue, yellow* Black
2. What’s your first initial?*F
3. What month is your birthday?* October
4. Which color do you like more, black or white?* Black
5. Name one of your friends.* Dayana
6. Your favorite number?* 16
7. Do you like flying or driving more?* Flying
8. Do you like a lake or the oceanmore?* OCEAN
9. Think of a wish, but don’t write it* ..................–

Answers–
1. If you chose: Red: You are alert and your life isfull of love.
Black: You are conservative andaggressive.
Green: Your soul is relaxed and youare laid back.
Blue: You are spontaneous and lovekisses and affection from the ones youlove and give good advice to those whoare down.
Yellow - you are a very happy person..
2. If you’re initial is:A-K: You have a lot of love andfriendships in your life.
L-R: You try to enjoy your life to themaximum & your love life is soon toblossom.
S-Z: You like to help others and yourfuture love life looks very good.
3. If you were born in:Jan-Mar: The year will go very wellfor you and you will discover that youfall in love with someone totallyunexpected.
April-June: You will have a stronglove relationship that will lastforever.
July-Sept: You will have a great yearand will experience a major life-changing experience for the good.
*Oct-Dec: Your love life will be great,and eventually you will find your soulmate.
4. If you chose:Black: Your life will take you on adifferent direction, it will seem hardat times but will be the best thingfor you, and you will be glad for thechange.
White: You will have a friend whocompletely confides in you and woulddo anything for you, but you may notrealize it.
5. This person is your best friend:
6. If it is:1-50 you are a very lovable person andyou have a great lifemore then 50 is nothing
7. If you chose:Flying - You like adventure.
Driving - You are a laid back person.
8. If you chose:Lake - You are loyal to your friends,your lover, and yourself. You are veryreserved and not emotional.
Ocean - You are spontaneous and liketo please people sometimes.
9. This wish will come true only ifyou repost this with the title:Emotion Test. dont cheat

I LOVE HER....

2008-04-10T21:55:00.002+08:00

Read thisfirst...
Boy: I love you more than the air I breath
Girl: I'm always here for you.
Boy: I know.
Girl: What's wrong?
Boy: I like her so much.
Girl: Talk to her.
Boy: I don't know. She won't ever likeme.
Girl: Don't say that. You're amazing.
Boy: I just want her to know how Ifeel.
Girl: Then tell her.
Boy: She won't like me.
Girl: How do you know that?
Boy: I can just tell.
Girl: Well just tell her.
Boy: What should I say?
Girl: Tell her how much you like her.
Boy: I tell her that daily.
Girl: what do you mean?
Boy: I'm always with her. I love her.
Girl: I know how you feel. I have thesame problem. But he'll never like me.
Boy: Wait. Who do you like?
Girl: Oh some boy.
Boy: Oh... she won't like me either.
Girl: She does.Boy: How do you know?
Girl: Because, who wouldn't like you?
Boy: You.
Girl: You're wrong, I love you.
Boy: I love you too.
Girl: So are you going to talk to her?
Boy: I just did.

I Just Need You By My Side...

just for fun...

2008-04-09T23:30:00.003+08:00

LAST1. Friend you saw: just nw...met him at traffic light2. Talked to on the phone: wth my fren(dayana)3. Text: my fren(haslina)
T O D A Y1. Wearing: t-shirt and geans2. Better than yesterday: hmm...ok2.
T O M O R R O W1. Is: Thursday
2. Got plans: go archery training and went out wth frens
3. Dislikes about tomorrow: going for the archery training..so tiring...
F A V OR I T E1. Number: 16. Color: Black,Red and White
3. Season:all the four seasons...
C U R R E N T L Y1. Missing someone: yup. my tkd frens and old frens....
2.Mood: bored
3. Wanting: to go out....
Q U E S T I O N S / A N S W E R SQ: 1st thing you did this morning:A: wake up
Q: Last thing you ate and drank:A: rice and plain water...
Q: What's annoying you right now?:A: nth to do..
Q: Do you support long distancerelationships?A: not really...but ok2 lar...
Q: Is there a person who is on yourmind right now?A: yup someone...
Q : Do you think that person isthinking of you too?A: i hope so...
Q: Where was the last place you went to?A: vivo...,dhoby ghaut,orchard,just walk2 ard...
Q : Do you smile often?A: yup
Q: Are you a friendly person?A: yup
Q: Who's bed did you sleep in lastnight?A: mine lah
Q: What color of shirt are you wearing?A: white
Q: What were you doing at 9 last night?A: i otw back home after meeting my fren...
Q : When was the last time you saw your dad?A: at 10p.m just nw
Q : Do you get angry easily?A: nope
Q: What were you thinking about before you went to sleep?A:i'm thing abt her...
Q: What song are you listening to?A: naluri lelaki and bukan diri ku
Q: Are you in love at the moment?A:Nope...
Q: Have you ever really cried yourheart out?A: not really...but got do before...
Q: Have you ever cried on yourfriend's shoulder?:A: nope
Q: Do you cry when you get an injury?A: yes...when i was still in primary sch but nw nt...
Q: Who can always make you happy?:A: someones i like most...
Q: Do you wish you were happier?:A: yup
Q: Can music make you happy?A: sometimes can...mostly nt
HATE SECTIONQ: Who do you actually hate?A: bitches and backstabber and lier...
Q : Have you ever made a hit list?A: nope
Q: Are you a mean bully?:A: nope
HAVE YOU EVER1. Hugged someone?A: yup..i think my family member...
2.Been on the phone until the suncame up?A: nope
3. Put a song on repeat for more thanan hour?A: not really...but i got do before...=)

so bored...so i do this question...

2008-04-09T23:02:00.001+08:00

> YOU OPENED IT..> NOW YOU HAVE TO DO IT OR YOU'LL NEVER> BE WITH> THE PERSON YOU LOVE.. AND BEHONEST. .> DON'T CHICKEN OUT. . . .>>>
1) Single, Taken, Naked, or Flirty> >> SINGLE.>>
2) Are you happy with that?> >> hmm...ok lar.for nw.>>
3) Would you still kiss your ex?> >> if she wants...i dont mind...>>
4 ) Have you ever had your heart> broken?> >> yups...>
5) Do you believe that there are> certain circumstances where cheating> is ok?> >> depends...>>
6) Have you ever talked aboutmarriage> with another person?> >> yups...wth my bro and cousins...>
7) Do you want children?> >>if can of coz...but nt nw..>
8) How Many?> >> nt so sure...if can more than1...=)>>
9) Would you consider abortion?> >> WHAT Abortion?No WAY!!!it's likekilling ppl...>
10) If someone liked you right now,> would you want them to tell you?> >> hmm...of coz at least iknow...who know maybe i like themtoo...=)>
11) Do you want someone you can't> have?> >> if can what nt?>>
12 ) Have you fallen in love?> >> yup...but i try to avoid it sotat i wont feel broken heart...>>
13) Do you believe in celebrating> anniversaries?> >> yup...i prefer ones a year if thegirl want monthly why nt...>>
14) Do you believe that you canchange> for someone?> >> yup...i will change for gd stuffand nt bad..>
15) Is it a good day today?> >> ok lar so tiring...>>
16) Have you ever broken a heart> before?> >> yup...tat time i was stilnaive...and haven think enough abtit...>>
17 ) Does your ex still have feelings> for you?> >> i nt sure...but i think no..onlyas frens>
18) Do you still have feelings for> them?> >> yups..as for frens...>> You wish to have a bf/gf for n0w?> >> if nw...ok lar..coz nw i havelearn hw to give times for my own...>
19)what do you wish for?> >> i wish at she's is mine and onlymine...
20)if you have bf/gf n0w...do youLOVE THEM?if i have gf...of coz i will loveher...i will protect her and take careof her...

Wah...in 30days...i've been in bad luck.... :(

2008-04-09T21:52:00.002+08:00

I'm so sad sia...in 30days many unwanted things happen to me...i feel as if i has been hit by bad luck for 30days...last 3 wks....before ite sch close for the holidays...my wallet has been stolen in class by my classmates...i suspect 3 of them but i have nt enough proof...i have to borrow some money from my teacher to buy ticket for the mrt to go back home...than 3 days after the incident i have been hit with high fever....and it get well after 3days...than after tat i kena sore throat,and cough....so sad been sick during the sch holidays...and after the sickness get well...guess what....my body feel pain due to the symptoms of getting chickenpox...so i have been hit by the chickenpox for 3wks...wah so sad...my sch holidays i been staying at home...than today...when I'm going for a cycling in the park...my bicycle broke down....need to send to workshop tml...it's like every thing happen to me...i also been fine $14 for nt coming for archery training tat time and it was my fault also tat i nv tell the person in-charge abt it.wah so tied...i during this wk...i have been training...for many days...and trying to pass my shooting...ok lar nw...i just need to rest...
Gd nyte...

(I just need u by my side) =)

13/03/08

2008-03-13T21:03:00.002+08:00

Today...wake up at 6.30 in the morning...reach sch at 8.30a.m.Dennis,me and noel went to Dhoby Ghaut during break time...went to eat Long John over there...than go play arcade...lol..play and play until nv notice tat the class has start back...than we chiong back to sch...and kena scold by teacher for coming late...lols...luckly only scold nt suspend...=).today was a cold day at sch coz from 11.45a.m the clouds starts to rain heavily...and in my class the teacher switch on air-con and was darn cold...so i start to wear my jacket...than after sch went to Bugis to buy the bag for my arrows...than reach home at 5.30p.m.than sleep until 7p.m.tml after sch...i'm going for a holiday for 3 days 2 nights at KL....will be back this sun...so i will miss my tkd training,archery training and going out for a movie....so srry guys...cya next wk...take care...=)

wah...so many stuff....

2008-02-14T22:32:00.002+08:00

srry guy's long time nv blog....been busy and lazy to blog...lols
btw i get my n'lvl result already...i get's 12 point onli...cannot make it to sec 5 coz they want at least 10 point and above...so sad...but nvm...so nw i'm schooling in Ite Balestier Colleage West near Boon Keng mrt there....so fun our break was like 1hr and 30 mins....so fun dont know waht to do...so we went out to Plaza Singapore and eat LJ over there...btw from my sch it onli takes 20 mins...to go to the place so gd and my sch is like to town area....btw i have been joing to 3 new cca...Firstly is Archery than Bowling and the last one is Dragon boat...wah so fun....the course i been taking is mechactronic...been learning to repair some machines and may more stuff...at last i have quit my part-time job last wk on sun...and nw trying to forcus on mine study....life in ite was nt so bad....many ppl say ITE stand for It's The End of our life....but for me those who believe tat ITE stand for It's To Enjoy than It The End for them...mine ITE stand for It's To Excel....and achieve my dreams...btw achery need to use so much of money sia...i need to buy all the achery stuff eg.arrows,bow,hand guard,finger tip,arrows bag and many more wah so sian...the professiol set is worth 3k can u imagine tat?i thought of buyying just the normal set tat is worth 1.6k onli...hey i gtg nw must study for my test tml so cya u guys soon...take care and before i forget..i want to wish ANNA n SANGEETHA HAPPIE BIRTHDAY....THIS MONTH...

POST BY:MR_MAX

Bulletin Board: Love Really Hurts!!

2007-11-01T22:38:00.000+08:00

26 question is given to me for a survey from....

1. Can ex-lovers be friends??- yes.. its better to be frenz first.
2. Do you think its ok to date someone if you are committed already??- nope i think so...
3. What do u think is the biggest cause of a break up?- distrust/nv love him or her any more...
4. Are you in love with someone at the moment?- nt at all ... still want to stay single...
5. Are you missing someone at the moment?- yups..
6. Would you die for the one you love?- maybe .. if I'm nt so stupid to die for her...
7. Do you think love hurts?- yeah ..!!it really hurts...
8. What's the best thing about love?- spending each other time everyday without fail.
9. Whats the worst thing about being in love?- wen gals looks for a better guys ..
10. Will you wait for someone you love?- yups...
11. What song best describes your life at this moment?- wait for you...
12. Have you talked to the person you love on the phone?- Yup!!!...sometimes...
13. Is love always on your side or the opposite way?- opp... i nt sure...
14. Do you have a gay/lesbian/bisexual friend?- hmm... nope!! if have also i don't care...
15. Are you sick of love?- nope...
16. Are you sick of questions on love?- yes.
17. What are you going to do tomorrow?- working...
18. What do u want so bad right now?- new stuffs eg. the new phone/new model.. new bag... and many more...
19. Do you think money is everything?- yes for the moment... but we cannot buy love...
20. What song are you listening right-Promiscuous Girl...Nelly Furtado ft.Timbaland...
21. whats your status?-single??
22. are you loving it ?- hmm.... loving what???
23. Have u written ur own song?- nope yet...
24. What's the movie that you last watched?-The transformers...
25. Do you believe in forever?- nt at all...
26. What's the last words you want to say to your bf/gf/someone special?- the most PAINFUL thing is seeing the one u love..love somebody else...

All of the above answer are true...
by Mr Max...

Yesterday...

2007-11-01T10:11:00.000+08:00

Haizzz... yesterday went to work ard 3p.m start from 3.15p.m there a lots of ppl queuing up to buy some meal in Delifrance...the crowd end until 5.15p.m can u believe that...i been serving them for 2 hrs straight without stopping to take a break or sit down to rest my body.... its been a busy day for me...the experience working in Delifrances is quite easy as i just say "Bonjour,may i help u sir/mam?" the rest take order like normal as i ask them what drink they want? and i will do their order by making any drinks or sandwichs...that all...ok lar I'm lazy to write any more now coz i wanna have some rest first before going to work again at 3p.m to 9.30p.m... maybe i will nt be blogging any more....as I'm been busy with my stuff and really get tired...

Signing Off...
Mr max...

Get my part-time wrk...!!!

2007-10-26T18:21:00.000+08:00

Today is my first day of my wrk....i feel so sian,happie,abit tired & confuse coz i need to remember all kind of breads,drinks,meals,and many more.... the paid is $3.80/hr so little sia....
what do u expect wth no experience.... but nvm i will try to get more experience so that i can find a better job next time... =). I will be a bit busy these days if u were to ask me out tell me earlier k...=) if u want to know where do i wrk u can ask me by posting it under the comment...(thx). i'm so tired & lazy to type any more... so srry.... cya again.... bb>

Signing Off,

Mr Max... =D

At last....!!!!

2007-10-09T15:15:00.000+08:00

lols today I wake up ard 12 nn as my N lvl's has finish and I'm waiting for my result which will be out ard mid of December.....and there is nothing for me to do...as i stay home all day... watching TV all day and play online game....today i wanna went out to buy a new pair of shoes as Hari Raya will be celebrated soon....and now i started to missed the days i had with all my friends in sch,that we all go through the days where we had fun accompany each other,the sadness when someone is sad/sick and the game that we won.....and many more stuff....i hope that this coming Hari Raya we all went out together as before.....and enjoy our last moment together before we apart again.... =D....today i wish that all my goals and what i wanted will come true....and i think that after Hari Raya....i going to find a part-time job soon...don't Noe what type of job but as long as nt working in the XXX places lols just Jk2....i wont do such things....and if the work is nt so difficult for me to do....cya guys again...hope to c u guys soon...and i will keep up my promise to u...coz I'm a man who says it and does it....hahax..lols....

This is for her:if u had find out another blog of mine u will know hw i feel abt u....and i hope by the time u find out my other blog u will be happie with the lucky guy that u like....coz i know that love cannot be force by someone....

Signing Off.....Maxswat =D

Lol...so unlucky kanna sabo from Hong Keng....XD

2007-09-25T16:38:00.000+08:00

HERE ARE THE RULES1.Each blogger must post the rules first -.-'''.2.Each blogger starts with 8 random facts/habits about themselves.3.Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their blog about their 8 random facts/habits and post the rules.At the end of your blog,you need to choose 8 people to get tagged and list their names.4.Dont forget to leave them a comment telling them they're tagged,and to read your blog =)

8 random facts/habits about me:
1. I'm just a simple guy...
2. Like my com so much dont noe why...=)
3. Listen to music...
4. I'm gd at my Ceramic and not my painting...
5. Love my TKD lessons... =)
6. I'm a game's freak...
7. Hang around wth my friends,especially all the (bkr) member...
8. The last thing i like to do is by doing all kind of Adventures activity or sports... =)
haha sabo time......this are the Eight "lucky" ppl below....

1.Maurice
2.Haslina
3.Yenlin
4.Hazera
5.Shirley
6.Xin yi
7.Melissa Yam
8.Mei Qi

Gd luck for those who been chosen... =)

Read This....

2007-09-08T21:16:00.000+08:00

>Today i wana tell a story about two friends were walking through the desert. During some point of the journey they had an argument, and one friend slapped the other one in the face.
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>The one who got slapped was hurt, but without saying anything, wrote in the sand:
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>TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE.
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>They kept on walking until they found an oasis, where they decided to take a bath. The one who had been slapped got stuck in the mire and started drowning, but the friend saved him.
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>After he recovered from the near drowning, he wrote on a stone:
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>TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE.
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>The friend who had slapped and saved his best friend asked him, "After I hurt you, you wrote in the sand and now, you write on a stone, why?"
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>The other friend replied "When someone hurts us we should write it down in sand where winds of forgiveness can erase it away.
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>But, when someone does something good for us, we must engrave it in stone where no wind can ever erase it."
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>LEARN TO WRITE YOUR HURTS IN THE SAND AND TO CARVE YOUR BLESSINGS IN STONE.
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>They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them.
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>Take the time to live!
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> Do not value the THINGS you have in your life. But value WHO you have in your life!

First of Sep....

2007-09-01T23:46:00.000+08:00

Today....in the afternoon went to sentosa wth my reletive and went to UnderWaterWorld and Fort Siloso....and went to Vivo City to have a tea break and window shopping to find out the new stuff and the prices....tmr i'm going to take my tkd gradeing test and my N lvl's is on 3 sep...wish me gd luck...cya again next time when i go on blogging....=)

Long time nv go blogging.....

2007-08-19T22:34:00.000+08:00

Hahas....have been 1 month's n 3 wks i have nt been blogging coz busy with my prelims and my n lvl's is just around the corner....last wk i have been out of country to Muar and Kl....reach Muar at around nine plus in the morning ....than have breakfast at my aunt house at Muar before going to the next destinations which is at KL......after breakfast i went to follow my aunt to the forest to pick up fruit on tree....the fruits are jack fruits,Pulasan,Maggis.They were so fresh and nice to eat....than take some of it and bring it to KL.....Reach KL around 4 plus and just sit around the big house until it's time for dinner where we went out to the night market near by the house to buy food for dinner....we just stayed in kl for 3days 2 nights so on the second day my cousin bring me n my sis around the Kl in his new car.....we go to 'eyes of Malaysia' to take some picture and just relaxing our mind.....than we went around and around the country until the sky from bright turn dark....it's time for us to have dinner so we went to a steam boat restaurant to eat different kind of seafood's....the food over there was delicious and super nice....next time wish to go there again.....the next day in the morning take a bath and have breakfast before setting off back to Singapore....we reach back home at 8 at night as the distance from Kl to Singapore is 330km and there is a jammed at Tuas land.....below is some of the picture taken during the trip......

Passing Of Parade(POP)......

2007-07-15T20:32:00.000+08:00

Yesh....!!!At last i'm free nw....=)...the 'POP' was so cool and excited.....and i feel sad and wanted to cry but nt by showing it in front of my juniors.....=)...than i and my other seniors...have fun while it is the last day for us to have fun wth our own juniors.....i wish to all my juniors to have a good life in NPCC and always be confident in ourself before being a good leaders....and always remember our NPCC motto...(Dare To Lead)...=)...to the sec 3's good luck in taking over us and show the juniors good example's......this is some of the picture's taken during the POP n after POP.....

Training Member's

Today.....

2007-07-15T20:28:00.000+08:00

In the morning went gym with my father.....than go eat breakfast near by the gym.....than went to watch movie tittle Harry Potter with my tkd friends Hamka and Afian.....than go eat at mac...before going to Taman Jurong to play pool.....hahax...i win sia.....very lucky today.....=)
my prelims N'lvl is near sia.....so scare?hmm.....abit of it but i must get ready for it....

Today.....

2007-07-01T11:46:00.000+08:00

In the morning help my mom wth the house wrk than learnt hw to cook Nasi Lemak....wah so many ingredient is use for making it.....nw i'm relaxing after a hard wrk.........after this i think i gona meet my friend and have a group study at my friend house.....than will be watching the new movie of the year....Transformers.....at JP.................nw i was remembering the day i have my ATC at Pulau Ubin....so tiring after it.....nw i'm laughing at it as i remeber something tat happen to me.....=)....nw my cadet will be coming home after ATC and i will be asking them hw they feel....hahax....

So Tired Today....

2007-06-24T20:31:00.000+08:00

In the morning....went to Marina Square wth my friend to take the NDP ticket this year.....at there was so many ppl queueing for the the ticket.....than i we had lunch at pizza hut....wow....it was a treat to her for accompanied me for taking the ndp ticket....than we watch movie tittle Ocean 13......we had fun together today....=)than i send her home at 8p.m....start from tmr i was nt allowed to use the com until my n'lvl is finish....i wish i will get a gd result this time....and all the best to those ppl taking ur o and n lvl.....all the best in what u do...=)

WOW.....i'm so lucky.....=)

2007-06-21T20:26:00.000+08:00

I'm so lucky today....some 1 call me and tell me tat i receive a pair of ticket to the NDP this year....wow but who should i bring?.....nvm i will give it to my parent so tat they can go together.....=)....i need to collect it between 13 june to 2 july from 10a.m to 8p.m at marina square link if nt my ticket will be gone.....today never do anything much online play the onli game....ahhh...so sian sch is opening soon i must prepare my self for the n lvl preliem soon...

HAPPY FATHER DAy

2007-06-17T11:38:00.000+08:00

Happy Father day,
i wish ur always in a gd health,strong to carry the family responsibility and happy wth ur life.....and i have a surprise for u after 2p.m.I also wish happy father's day to those who r called father =)..and hope u will be happy as my father are....gd luck wth wat ur doing.....

hey...believe in ur self.....

2007-06-14T23:42:00.000+08:00

Do u believe in ur self??hey read this and u will understand him more.....i will be always free to help u..and will be there for u if u need help....but wth 1 condition......u just need to have a trust in ur self....don't listen to wat ppl say abt u or him....just listen to ur heart......give him a chance to change every thing tat he have done wrong.....i know u really love him so much...and i will help u get back ur love for him....ok nw i want u to always remember this word.....NO ONE in the world is PERFECT EXCEPT the MIGHTY GOD....and i think this is nt the time for u to have any relationship wth any guy coz this year u have to focus in ur o'lvl u taking this year....achieve it first and than go on a relationship if u want....for some guy's outside....remember this:don't u dare to play wth a girl feeling....coz when u going to find another girl it would be difficult next time....and dont always judge a hot sexy looking girl have a gd heart u have to judge everything abt it...for example if u were given a choice to choose which 1 will u choose to make this girl as ur wife in future......A sexy and hot looking girl wth bad heart and nt so hot and sexy looking girl but wth a gold heart...and i know tat u will choose a girl wth a sexy and hot looking figure wth a gold heart only if u were lucky to find a girl like tat in a million.....so choose it wisely before u make any relationship...tat is why for me become a friend first to any1 and from there u will get to know them better.....=)

hey...believe in ur self.....

2007-06-14T23:26:00.000+08:00

Today

2007-06-12T00:17:00.000+08:00

Today....i accompanied my dad and mom go hospital for check up.....than go eat at railway...the food over there was so nice...i like the mutton soup.....very much....than we went to buy my new sch shoes,coz my shoe is spoiled....after doing many thing wth it......tmr will be a great day for me coz i'm and rosdi is going to meet my npdp friend Kay wee and his friend at pioneer mall around 2p.m...and from there we will take bus to tuas to the pool place which they called it arena.....i gonna win kay wee tmr....hahax.....ok lar nw i's so tired and cant wait for tmr....gd nitez and sweets dreams to all of u.....=)

What i do for this holiday......

2007-06-10T18:23:00.000+08:00

Last Friday......never do anything much....just make my self exercise more and than in the evening i have tkd training which start from 8.pm to 10p.m....very tired tat day but still we have fun.At there i learnt my new pattern for the green belt....at first was very confuse but after a bit more practice i get my pattern correctly....and after i get all of it correct for my pattern i have to teach my tkd friends......at first they were also confuse when i teach but when i change the technique for teaching them...they understand it better....after tkd tat day i leant new sport tat is basket ball...my tkd teacher teach me hw to play basketball and tat day i keep practising shooting the ball into the basket...i was doing well at it =).than we had a friendly match and my team win....hahax...yesterday i went to cycling wth my friend all around jurong area....at first we went to JP and take a rest first than went on cycling to Je....until night.At night i was so surprise tat my bro is coming back home after sailing for 1 and the half week and to day i send him again at the west coast jetty to go sailing again...but this time my bro is going ti Vietnam...wow i bet the place should be nice and i wish my bro will be in a gd health...ok lar nw i wanna eat dinner...cya guy's soon..take care...btw if ur free...go and try to take my test...=)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

2007-06-05T23:31:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday kaw wee...=).long time nv cu....nvm....i hope to cu guys soon....and always remember tat's Road has speed limit,Bank has money limit,Building has height limit....But,FRIENDSHIP has NO LIMIT.......I hope we will still be friends...tc.=)

For this 1 whole week.....

2007-06-05T23:23:00.000+08:00

So sian...for this one whole week.....have to wake up at 8a.m every day to go to sch....
need to do my N'lvl art wrk....I'm doing ceramic nw and was very tired recently.....but I think wth hard wrk u will get good credit....tat's is why they says nothing in this world is easy for u wth out the hard wrk u have done.....I hope i will score a A2 for my ark wrk....=)...today i never do anything much just busy doing my ceramic.....nw I'm having a muscle cramp at my arm and shoulders...haha....ok lar I need to take a rest nw....cya again soon...

Today....

2007-06-03T22:48:00.000+08:00

I wake up around 10.30a.m....take a shower than eat breakfast after tat go for the religion class ...than when back home....went to JP wth my friend...watch the movie....when back home around 9 plus.....yesterday was so fun....all the NPDP ppl get a award....firstly Philo,she get most organized and best female commandant award,Syakir get the Mr Npcc award,Rosdi get the supporting NCO and for me i get the strongest Nco...hahax....=)..............every thing went perfect and like the fancy drills very much coz it's re mined me of when i join npcc at the first place when i came to hkss.....and this is some of the picture taken during the dinner...

Today.....

2007-06-02T16:11:00.000+08:00

Hmm......today is a great day for me.....maybe......
later on at 5.30p.m I need to go back to sch to have our Hong Kah NPCC Homecoming cum ROD 2007....this year is a bit special coz the sch will be inviting all the NPCC cadet from the First batch to 2007 batch....wow this would be a great day for me to meet every 1 from the first batch of NPCC...and will be having dinner wth them....=)......and I bet this is the day I will surely have fun wth them......gonna meet my all my senior tat have teach me many thing until today......ok now I have to get ready for it...c u guys soon.....

Yesterday and today......

2007-06-02T07:31:00.000+08:00

Yesterday........
In the morning......i wake up around 11 a.m hahax so tired sia tat day.....
nvr go exercises also.....than go cyber cafe to meet my friend over there...and we played the game called "Cs"....than go cycle wth Nzi to west coast for fun.....and went back home aroung 6.30p.m.......than take a shower before going to the TKO...at TKO i was so happy CZ i pass my grading and get a green belt =)....my pattern and sparring i get B.....than Today wake up around 6.30 and the morning than warm up and than go jogging at the kennel near my hm and than went back home to onli msn.....than after tat going for window shopping with my friend....and will be back hm very late.....

Today......

2007-05-30T23:15:00.000+08:00

Not much I do for today......in the morning like normal warm up first than go for a jog.....
than when back home to eat breakfast than around 9 plus I send my bro to west coast jetty coz my bro will be wrking in the ship for 9 month's....I will going to miss him badly.....but nvm he will still come back home.....than rush to sch to have my math remedial until 1 plus....than go out wth Dayana,Irma to have our lunch together....than I went back home and studies combine science's......today was so tired.....tmr at around 2 plus I going to meet my npdp friend syameera to buy something for someone.........=).Nw i was so happy coz i have lost 5kg....haha going to lost more weight soon....ok tat's all for today...lolx...

Fazul mohd....=)

T0daY

2007-05-28T20:50:00.000+08:00

Today....wat i do....
lolx.....this morning i wake up at 7am...warm up first...
than go jogging alone coz my friend all like sleep like pig...haha....
after tat i need to go to sch.....what to do...i want to do my best to go to sec 5 next year....
wana go poly and nt ite....i want to wrk early and enjoy like early...lolx..than go play basket ball near my friend house... i was very taiko and always win....haha.....than i went home wth them.....around 5 my mom ask me to accompany her go buy fruit at jw 500plus....wth the bicycle's.....than go sheng siong coz it's 1 of my mom favorite shop...lolx...coz some of the thing is cheaper than the other....than nw i'm struggle wth my art...no idea...omg....don't know wat to do......than take a rest nw to up-date my blog and to have a chat wth my friends.....than after tat going to sleep lio...tat's all i do for today.=)

T0daY......

2007-05-26T13:55:00.000+08:00

Today......
so boring nw...
nothing to do....
i gonna go gym often....
i know i didn't do well for my myd....
so sorry mom and dad.....
i will try my very best for the prelims for n'lvl......
i will do my best to make u happy.....
On wed 23 may 07 is my mom birthday...!!!!
i'm so happy for her...
nw she is 40 plus.....=)
and i think it is the time for me to pay back wat she and my dad had do best for me.....
i hope u will like the present i gave u mom....
and i will give u another present in 5 more month and the present is my result...
and i will try my very hard to get a very gd result for u.....
i know nw is nt for me to enjoy my-self to much....i must let go all the thing i like to do.....
i will also try to lose weight for u(mom)....and for some1 tat is special for me....
I know i'm nt so perfect for u......
i will keep this determination.....
btw on Thurs 24,may,2007 i get promoted to the rank of staff Sargent in Npcc....i was so happy coz 1 of my wish come true...
another wish is going to come true also......the wish is tat i going to get my green belt for my taekwondo class...=)...i going to success this time round....cya u guys soon....tmr is my taekwondo grading...i hope to pass it and get my green belt.....

So...busy...

2007-05-23T17:45:00.000+08:00

Today..will be the day when i will start to study very hard...and i will seldom onli msn and blog....if i never post for the few months or weeks...it means tat i will be very busy...wth my sch wrk....art and many more.....i felt sad to leave npcc but i had no power to say no.....i hope my junior will take over us and buckup the npcc unit.....the pop will be next month and tmr if i lucky or choosen...i will get my staff sargent rank......and i wish tmr i will get it....:)...cya u guys soon....!!!!gd luck for u o's and n's lvl....

Today.....

2007-05-20T21:57:00.000+08:00

Today,
nothing special i do...........
i wake up around 7+ a.m than warm up first at home...
before going to gym i met my friends first,
under my void deck...i was surprise coz he has been waitting for me
more than an hour..haha so pity....but we had fun wrk out in the gym...
than go eat breakfast together.....he order 2 meal and it make me laugh
coz he had been trying to lost weight and he is nw eating 2 meal...nvm....
around 2p.m plus....i and him go out again...but this time round wth our bike..
we cycle to west coast near the ayer raja food court
and went back to jurong east entertainment to take a rest over there....than i went home to sleep after a gd wrk out today until 7 plus p.m,my bro said i sleep like a cat...lol,haha....
than i watch spiderman2 wth my family and i online my msn for awhile....before going to sleep....
ahhh......so tired nw.....lazy to write any more ....gd nite and sweet dreams.......take care.....=)

wah...!!!

2007-05-19T12:07:00.000+08:00

Haha....today was so happy sia....so long never write anything...srry guy's...coz of my com got some problem and i can't write a post for it....for the pass hw many week i can't even write or change my song and nw i can =).And for the past hw many week i've done many things tat i dont have a change to try it again....example archery....and many more...this a some of the pic's.....

2007-04-28T23:38:00.000+08:00

Start from t0day,
i must start revise on my studies.
coz i wana pass my mid-year this year and hope to take o-lvl next year.
From now i will nt up date my blog,
go out play wat i like,
and many more until my exam is over.so cya guy's soon.....!!!!=)
gd luck to every 1 who is going to take mid-year exam soon.....

2007-04-28T23:07:00.000+08:00

Today,
in the morning i felt very tired and feel very bored.
than i had to accompany my mom go sheng siong to buy some thing for my bro bbq later on.after that we go to the wet market at 500+ to buy some fish,it smell stink's but nvm than.after that i went back home to wash my shoe,than i take my bic out to have a gd cycling.i cycle to west coast c.c and guest hw long it's took from jurong to west coast?abt 30 min.can u imagine it?hw fast i cycle.i met hong keng to have a chat first and than aroung 4.30 the taek wondo start and i cant disturb him any more.actually i go there 2 c my gf doing taek wondo wth hong keng.than i cycle back home at 4.30p.m and i reach home 5.12p.m.

2007-04-28T22:53:00.000+08:00

Yesterday.....is the day that i was very happy...!!!! coz
i,Melissa,Philo,Hong Keng and Kay Wee studied together at jurong lib....but before that we had our lunch at Long John Silver.i had onli a cup of ice lemon tea,and the rest not so sure.....
after that we go studied and Kay Wee arrive at 4+....we had our revision and had fun disturb each other.When we r abt 2 go home,melissa firends arrived.i felt so surprise at first than felt shy when i had to go home wth them.We stop at the ice skating place for while and than i take bus home wth melissa and i send her home.nt becoz of that,i spend half of my day wth my friend that i like and wth the person that i love so much.i think that is the day i cannot forget abt it.=)

2007-04-28T21:57:00.000+08:00

srry guy's.....i'm very busy to up-dated my blog these days......coz my mid-year exam is near just 4 more day's.That day after NPDP,i was so tired and from that day i'm am quite busy prepare 4 my exam and i start 2 miss the npdp training and all the pupils from plag party(2) and area 18's.I feel regret coz that time when the first npdp training come i hope to end this thing as fast as possible but nw i feel regret coz i does nt spend the time wth all the pupils that i know from there.I wish to c all the pupil's from area 18 and flag party(2).below is some of the random picture's taken during NPDP........

2007-04-17T20:15:00.000+08:00

Sunday, March 18 on Sunday Morning....I'm back frm hols!!..well been almost 4 wks now...hehe...lazy wanna update lar...
new experiences, had loads of FUN, set sights on new horizons...this r some of the things, to say a few...*winks*
well actually, i went to D-U-B-A-I..hehe..yet again...aft dat last trip, 10 yrs ago... so, back then it wasnt a hols trip, so not much sightseeing or shopping...but yet still enjoyed some "thrilling rides"....yea...in inverted commas...
i dun really enjoy those rides...topsy-turvy...really 'mix' me well..n i "bluek"...makes me SICK!!
but the other ride, desert safari...hehe i enjoyed most!...set in a 4x4, we went up n down...seas of sand dunes.....swerving left n right....haha...so..syiok!!
but tis is all during the previous trip...so wats new tis time round?? *rubbing hands* hehe...
well, no more "awesome rides"...but still a ride...on a buggy tis time...YAY!! a bike on 4 wheels...now its even better than on a 4x4...
its exhilirating...thrilling...even tears of happiness filled my eyes....WOW!! i cant exactly describe it in words, u got 2 exp it urself... =p
talking abt new exp, im sure many will not believe wat im gonna say....wen i broke tis story to my fren, he was quite shocked...hehe
okay..lets imagine tis...the setting is in a middle of a desert plus its during a windy nite wen the weatherman says sandstorm is brewing...
next, the usual picnic mat placed on the ground...so wat r u guessing??
a BBQ in a middle of a desert!!! HAHA....believe it!!
we had kebabs, freshly made there n then...tasted an arabic sweet...if were to describe it, it will be like the malay cucur..eaten wif honey...yumyum...
the food there to our taste buds will b xtra sweet, salty, sometime spicy...hehe...well seldom we heard ppl der suffer frm heart diseases, diabetes n other diseases common to our ppl..
wat i noticed der, the food is well balanced...any food is always accompanied wif salad...if oil is used, its olive oil which is very healthy...n also lemon or lime to dilute the fats....interesting ryte??
1 thing dat we did surprised our uncle who hav been staying der for almost 18 yrs...
he said...all tis yrs staying der, he nvr even once used the public buses der, dun noe where to board...hehe..1 reason due to he owning a car... n us once a while came over had taken the buses der...
3 days we were by ourself as my uncle had to make an overseas trip...so whose gonna just stay n not moving arnd?? wat is the purpose of a hols then...
so putting aside our worry of getting lost, we just followed our hearts....
w/o realizing, its quite a lengthy entry though....if im gg 2 continue, might take 2 or 3 more pages...hehe
well, i will just end here..wif a few pics to share wif frens out der...enjoy!!

2006-10-09T21:00:00.001+08:00

T0day i5 a happy day f0r m3 c0z today is my BIRTHDAY and i will b3 (15) t3en5 t0day and i will get my ic s00n...=).i cant wait abt it....

T0m0rr0w i will fini5h my 3nd of y3ar 3xam and i can't wait until t0morrow coz i am getting crazy.....!!!!!!!

2006-09-08T16:25:00.000+08:00

On 2/09/06,

I'am away from home abt 3 days coz i am having my atc (Advanture training camp) in PULAU UBIN with all the NPCC units area 18.I start 2 miss some 1 i love,my bed,pillows n many moreTthe camp was tough 4 some of my friend coz we have 2 run around the campsite 4 our PT session.I love the most is that hiking,canoening n the most is the camp fire.For the lunch we need 2 cook our food e.g magee,can food n many more.On the thrid day i feel sad 2 leave the campsite n all my new friend that i have meet at there.I hope there will be another ATC in the next years.
Ok i gtg 2 go now,bbye n take care.

2006-09-08T16:00:00.000+08:00

Hmm...srry guys i'am so srry.
I have been quite busy these days with my project,cca,hw n many more.
Damm so tired.
But today i am so free without a thing 2 do...huray!!!!!
In about an hours time i will be leaving singapore coz i am going 2 (KL) 2 have my holidays back
n i will be coming back 2 singapore this sun,maybe in the evening i will be back.Although i'am happy abt this trip,i still wrry abt my result that i will get when sch reopen.Never mine,wat ever it's i will be happy with it coz i have try my very hard 2 do the test,that all 4 today.cya.

2006-08-28T16:23:00.000+08:00

Hey....Hello!